Why am i so useless?
Why am i so useless?
Why am i so useless?
Why am i so useless?
Why am i so useless?
Why am i so useless?
Why am i so useless?
I was only caring...
You know you have diabetes, i was only caring for you.
I asked you not to drink ice water cos it isn't good for your health yet you screamed at me.
i've nvr seen you so angry before.
Was it all my fault that i made you angry?
You flare your temper at me, and this is the first time you did this.
This is the first time bro stood by me and scolded you.
Thanks mom and bro for comforting me...
I've already been crying for 20minutes, my tears just can't stop :(
Why did all of this things happen?
Why must it be happening on me?
Not others?
Life is so unfair.
Now maybe i should hate you.
When i was sick, only mummy was there.
My degree went up to 40degree plus, remember?
Yet you still can go to pub and drink happily.
5days in a week, at least, you will go pub and drink and drink and drink, making
yourself all drunk.
Then when you return home?
You create all sorts of noises, irritating mummy, causing her to be so tired.
Worse of all, you can't even remember our birthdays.
What kind of father are you?
You almost drive mummy away that time, and you wasn't guilty at all at that time.
You're a monster.
I hate you, i'm gonna wash my hands off you.
I'm tired already, i've enough of this.
I realised everyone else isn't special like i once thought, somehow.
They're just ordinary humans, like me.
Like who will care for another one?
Thats how MYOB came about right?
How many true friends do i see?
None.
They give all sorts of attitude, they get fed up easily, they backstabs you, they leave you out and gets sensative at times, they do ALL sorts of things and nonsense.
And they DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND YOU.
Maybe thats life, for me.
So i'll pick myself up and live on with life.
I shan't be a cry baby anymore.
I must be strong.
I believe i can.
When there's no one for me, i have myself.
I must really stop crying, or else my eyes will swell tomorrow.
Damn it, why must sec 2s go for camp?!
Goodbye.