Unlucky describes my day today.
I got caught by Mrs Kok for my skirt and she told Miss Hu about it.
She didn't let me explain and walked away.
NAPFA 2.4 in the afternoon.
I sucked totally.
I deproved alot.
My stomache was hurting like hell, and from the first 10, i flew back all the way, seeing my seniors, my friends, overtaking me.
Why don't i have the stamina and strength and preserverance?
Why set so high expectations on me?
I failed your expectation by 12secs, perhaps more than that.
I got 69 among Sec1s Sec2s and Sec5s, lousylousylousy.
Dont pin high hopes on me, pin it on others, Siewming, Huili and others are wayyy better volleyballers than me.
So why me?
Im so stressed out...
Im so useless, i cry so easily.
I made everyone worry for me.
Sorry...
Esp Alison and Xinpei....
and Zheehee as i ignored you just now....
Goodbye, theres alot of homew for me to do.
Thanks Mr Soh, Miss Hu, Gladys, Qiuyi, Maria(Spelled correctly..?), Rachel, Wencan, Eden, Xueting, Yongyu, Diyana, Daniel, Arief, Taojie.
Really thank Maria, she asked me to sit beside her although we dont know each other...
I feel much better after walking home alone, rather than ppl's non-repeated questions, i was looking up at the sky all the time, i might be crazy yes i know.
Bye.
Thanks for your encouragement just now, when you called out to me, i suddenly feel so motivated.
Edit:
T-JAY<14> says: i does not equal to lousy .is only tat ,tat particular thing make u know tat u r not capable of doin tat
He isnt that bad afterall huh?
Im lousy btw.