I feel that my heart's gonna crash soon.
Not trying to pick a fight here.
Hope you'll understand.
Its not that we've changed.
You've, Jiayi.
Look, count for youself how much people think you've changed.
Ancel, Chiajun, Me, Shuhui, Serena, Vivien and many some others.
Dont say we didnt give you a chance.
That night, i sent you that sms.
You said you will change.
So all of us waited and waited patiently, waiting you to change.
Cold shoulders?
Did i?
If i ever gave you cold shoulders, tell you what, i wont even reply your smses/msn.
I know, im rude in msn, i often run in and out of the room, just for tv show.
Im sorry.
Trust.
One big word for me to use.
I dont really trust anyone in the past.
Till i've met you guys.
Yeah, many conflicts happened, but did i ever walked away and left anyone of you alone ?
No.
Sometimes i wish, we all could retain in WGPS, or even, the stupid me, not having the dream to enter EVG.
My regret now, was telling you that i wanted to get into EVG.
Bcos, you changed...
so much, in there.
You became, more matured, yes
But more bimbo, sarcastic.
You're not the old Jiayi we know.
We want the old you back.
Wheres the old you?
Eaten up by your new friends?
Maybe its not entirely EVG's fault.
Its that...
You became popular, have new friends.
That you probably think that you love them better.
Not trying to push all the blame to them, just that,
you said you hate Shannon, then why hang out with her so much ?
Sometimes, i really dont understand you all.
I know you love your new friends alot.
I can see you tagging them with lots of words that we dont get at all.
But its fine.
Having new goodfriends is normal.
Like me, i do have new goodfriends.
But do i ever neglect my old friends?
No.
Im still waiting, for all of us, to be the same, like last time.
Jiayi, if you dont realised you've changed, read your old posts.
Im sure any blog-hoppers that will bother to read people's past, will think that you've changed.
If you really hate me after this, i wont hate you.
Noticed i didnt scold any vuglarities at you?
Why?
Cos i still respect you as my goodfriend.
;
Now, may i ask what is this?
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
who in the world can be trusted?
shuhui says:
dun noe
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
lololol
now you chnage your url if not you always use your name ooh.
shuhui says:
haha
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
and i realised smth
shuhui says:
wat thing??
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
you all never give me time to change alrights.
jio you out alos never,everything alos never
called you aal/sms/msn you all in the end give me cold answer
shuhui says:
u got jio us out meh??
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
one-word question
sunday go out tht time
nehs,you see
shuhui says:
i dun noe of got go
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
you forgot. you all just tell me then don't care luhhs.
if not this one,you all give me one word answer and cold answer
shuhui says:
wat one word ans??
wat cold ans??
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
only lao wang/ancel and bingwen won't. then chia jun will get angry if i at shool got friend
._.
i don't undertsand you guys lah
shuhui says:
wat u mean??]
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
just now you are giving cold answer and onw word answer
keep oh...
oh...
NONSENSE end\
shuhui says:
ya, then wat u wan me to say??
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
like the way like you talk to me
anw
i wrong chatbox cnas,paiseh
shuhui says:
huh??
dun understand wat u talking
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
i want send to mself one
so i say nothing
wrong chatbox
rena still angry with you.
o_o
shuhui says:
why??
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
i asking you
shuhui says:
dun noe but i think no
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
ohs.
why your blog private?
._.
shuhui says:
nth
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
can set back
i want go your blog link
shuhui says:
coz got smth haven do finish n wan sleep liao
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
okay
byebye
goodnight
shuhui says:
why u like not tired de??
bye
goodnight
[c=4][u]♥JIA [/u][/c]YI ; says:
cause i'm tired for being accused for such a long time,so i get use
byebye
shuhui says:
bye
-
Did you asked me out on sunday?
No, right?
;
If you said i've changed, in what way?
P/S: MIA, will still be replying tags.
I'll be okay i promise :).
I just need time to sort out every single problem in my mind.
The quarrel i had with bro, Jiayi changing, Should i give up on the blogshop and pass everything to Jiayi, and... one other problem.
I have this irrevocable suspense in me.
What should i do, now.
You lied to me.
When i asked you on msn that day, whos Laojie.
You said, put for fun.
But then, when i passed by your friend's blog, Shannon.
I then realised, the Laojie was her.