Wednesday, September 17

Hatred

You can dont read this post, this post will be full of hatred.
I actually hate the both of them now.
One breaks promises she made with people
and the other one, ask the person himself.
Both so gou fen.

She acts emo all the time, when shes not.
I saw it today
At basketball court, keep laugh laugh
Then JY told me that she saw her act emo
Then i walk past her, i saw her CONTROLLING her laughter.
Her face red liao, alr cant control, why still must hold.
Not emo jiu not emo la!
Why still want act?
You attract so many ppl's attention le
Why still must do that?
You know alot ppl is hating you know
Just because Sher scolded us, then everyone stop scolding you
Stop scolding you doesnt means stop hating you
I wonder why you even promised me to change, when you said you need time
and i even said okay.
Hell im stupid.

Next, another one.
Figure the person yourself.
Do YOU even like me?
Or isit Vivien
You dont even care a single thing about me!
You dont even sms me.
You expect me to sms you?
Wth?
Should i even break with you?
I love you, yes of course i know
But DO YOU?
Sometimes your words are sweet, sometimes they me cold shoulders
Wth?
Wad to do wad to do?
I asked you to write my profile book and you took it
But in the end, you said you didnt want to write?!
If you didnt want to write, why the hell you took it.
Oh yea, i rmb, VIVIEN'S PROFILE
AM I RIGHT?
I gave you the name Hennerd, fine if you hate it.
You dont appreciate ok loh, BREAK LA!
The best right!
Liddat i can concentrate on studies
and i wont trouble Shu Hui helping me!
I JUST WANT YOUR LOVE, AND HOW YOU TREATED VIVIEN
Please, i beg you.

Sometimes i really wonder,
why am i here,
why am i with all this weirdos
why dont ppl appreciate things around them
why must others' life be so wonderful and happy
and not mine?
why must i have so many problems
i hate this.
put an end to this, please?
its seriously driving me crazy.
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becauseiamnothingatall, to you.
&yes, i do walk alone